DANCE TO ESCAPE
a series of unfortunate events have led me to this moment, and I can’t blame anyone. bro you good, honestly your an awesome guy? (that’s that pride talking, learn to turn that shit off) The girl you were with loved you maybe? (sometimes it felt like she would purposely blind herself from my love, or she wanted me to be some type of way without communicating it. and I kept reaching out. But It was like I was invisible, a trait that im constantly given is easy to get along with. so why couldn’t she get along with me. talking to me out of pity? ( she has a life you know with ups and downs she has to keep herself happy ) im going to confess she’s always felt like an unhappy girl, whatever it is I hope she gets better. I distract myself by walking or going to places. Ive learned tho I won’t be disrespectful.(at what price tho ?) Was it worth it? yes bc if she really felt that miserable with me the whole time. what am I holding on to. pretty girls are everywhere.I keep reaching out. But I’m invisible, talking to me out of pity? (no she wasn’t, she has a life you know with ups and downs theres people she has to keep herself happy? .I distract myself by walking or going to places. Ive learned tho I won’t be disrespectful.(at what price tho ?) Was it worth it?
life is. when all you can do is reflect. when all you feel is that little feeling in your chest heal that. don’t blame anything on love, don’t blame anything, it was a stupid situation that’s that. immaturity, and genuine confusion. losers. that sht was lame af“don’t ever underestimate the power of sleeping early ever again.”
(DTE)
