-Real life isnt cinema; Its not cool to pop xans.- Thats for whoever needs to hear that today. LIfe has been going really good but I might be moving strange. I was hurting saving those who wouldn’t do the same. I used to complain about beautiful days. If she turns out to be ugly as long as she makes me a better human being. Nonetheless the truth always amazes me.

Like yesterday I went to a party, “a blog post” was the only thing I could think about. I just cant let this go. Everytime I start up a new post its a blank page. I paint with these words, giving them life. OH I LOVE YOU SO. Maybe patience is the cure to pain. I don’t mean it like that.

Nowadays when I think about her I feel sick but things are going my way. I wish it felt like the old days; being a word away. Has me thinking about that quote ” I just keep pursuing the pavement.” I think alot but you know me, in person, when we speak. I cant waitlist a thought. 2 minutes and 30 seconds is realistically all it takes.

Described as addictive more like infectious. When ref drops me in this august I wont leave a single stone unturned.